After waking up, I said to myself, I’ll check the computer, maybe class is cancelled.
That turned into checking my eBay sales, Facebook statuses, and the weather, completely forgetting about my original motive. About an hour later, I arrived to my school, only to discover my class was cancelled. Money in the meters gone. I sighed loudly and decided to get some of my parking money’s worth, and saw a counselor.
After class I went home where I remained for a good portion of the day. I caught up on Batman Arkham City and some C.O.D, before I left and put in a workout with my friend Dana. That followed a work meeting, which followed me returning home to do more of the previous activities. Today was definitely a video game day.
I would like to take a minute, however, and say something to you, the reader. Maybe you know me, but never hang out with me. Maybe you’ve never even met me (if that’s the case, I hope my blog is filling in the finer details of my life). Maybe you just don’t see me. Whoever you are, reading this, I apologize. I haven’t been myself lately. I’ve disconnected from everything and everyone. I enjoy spending time alone. I have grown distant from the once familiar. I have created distance and boundaries from my friends, my girlfriend, and people in general. My family remains the same, which is how it should be, but, for unknown reasons, I just haven’t been myself. I don’t know why. Could it be excessive drama? Lack of talents being utilized in Grand Rapids? An unknown and challenging career path? Looking to always please people? I don’t know.
To my reader, I am sorry.
